the world of what if's

we live in a world made up of what if's. (at least i live in that world, if not you guys :p) we'll think too much once that 'what if' question pops up. it's always the same. people will start to think about better choices, the road taken, the road not taken and things like that. sometimes we just can't stop ourselves for having such thoughts.

there was this one person who talked to me last night and there were a lot of what if's, i wish's and i hope's. it's normal to be afraid to decide on something. sometimes we'll regret making that decision, and sometimes we'll regret on not making the right decision. after last night, i realized how much worries i'm giving myself. i am slowly learning, to do things i want. to smile to people i want. to make trips i want. to be who i want. i'll slowly cut down the what if's. if i want to do something, i'll do it. if i want to eat something, i'll eat. if i want to go somewhere, i'll go. no more what if's for me :) i feel life would be more meaningful like that. yes, risks are much higher, but then again, we live in a world of risks and uncertainty. everything is predictable except the human world. so why worry? the moment we wake up in the morning, the greatest risk have been taken; to live the day. even if we do not wake up and lie on the bed the whole day, we are taking a risk too; to lose something important :)

things are not as serious as it sounds. it was just an overnight thought :p